Girl with dreams ✨

                                        Dipped in fire Beaten to sheets Cut to pieces Gold is made   I have walked through fire Not on earth but at heart It was beastlier than normal fires I was about to die But I survived   I was beaten Not for real but at heart They had beaten me until their last breath But it did not change who I am   I was cut and hurt Not physically but mentally I was bleeding nobody cared But those cuts shaped me   And so now I stand So valuable and precious Knowing how to survive Because I survived the greatest fire That melt me But I did not change I was and is still the same I may not pass through physical fires But I have survived the deadliest I did not let go of myself Now I am worthy Now I have a worthy birth I am grateful to those goldsmiths who dipped me in fire beat m...

                                   They saw me They thought that I was like them They judged me too soon They thought I was of their clan They raised me as if I was theirs They thought they could do anything But little did they know I was different   They ridiculed me for sometimes letting out They told me to suffer They taught that it was in my destiny They gave me wounds Wounds that were never healed Those that turned into scars It became for me a reminder of my uneasy past A past that I wish no one ever undergoes   I groaned I gave little roars But they said I shouldn’t roar They told that I shouldn’t be me Who are they to decide who I am? It continued... Continued for so long that soon it became unbearable To hide 'myself' from me But they woke it up Now you see the rage and vengeance I kept At the bottom of my heart That roar frightened all those who made myself forget who I was That...

  Deep within my heart Few sparks are left I was chasing my dreams But I was not able to make it I stumbled before I reached I was laughed at I was teased for going after what is mine I was ridiculed for not following them I want to go after mine again But I am afraid what if I fail again Be ridiculed again            To become a fool in front of all I want to rise up From the rage of fire that surrounds me   If I hadn’t received that cool air from her The sparks wouldn’t have lit up It wouldn’t have turned into a fire A fire that woke up the phoenix in me They thought that the ashes of my past would drown my dreams But little did they know that there were sparks left That no one will ever be able to extinguish Now you see the fire in me is stronger And powerful and more beastly than what is around me They watched me fall Now they watch me rise with all might And watch me where they thought I would never reach The place wh...

My fears, my arch nemesis, They block me from achieving my dreams That I nurtured from my childhood Those that I thought would become my livelihood I make my will and they stand against Making me afraid of the failures that might await They follow me like my shadows Leaving my life hollow I fear myself Unable to rise up from the dust that life has blown I want to rise but I can’t Then I realise what is me without my fears They are part of me Now I can rise up like a phoenix From my own ashes, my past The fears that prevented me, now they strengthen me To find me Now the dust been blown away I can be myself again Step back to the path of life But this time with my fears that make me Who I am.